A disagreement with
Westlynn concurrent with my debacle has made it difficult to concentrate
on an efficient resolution. I did leverage Westlynn to conduct a particularly vital
errand but beyond this, nothing with her felt comfortable.
And no matter the circumstances it is difficult to ask
someone for help when you are upset with them.
Details are unnecessary for these pages. She invited me for a ride. We spoke
of Mayhem, my rate of healing, and then I asked the question looming in my
mind. I wanted to know if she held the same disappointment as I after the
argument. Her violently emotional
response startled me. She defended her feelings (with words I would rather she not have used) and in return questioned
how I could have doubted her over something she felt was so trivial.
It was not trivial to me though, and I do not think she
understood this entirely. Which is in part my fault for not telling her the
entire story. I still disapprove of her actions. But she convinced me that
this is of little moment compared to what has been gained during
our acquaintance. In the end, we settled the heart of the dispute and were
comfortable again.
Still, I wonder how she would react to my answer had
she turned my own question back at me.
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